I did what I felt I needed to do to survive. My intentions were never to hurt anyone or make anyone feel like I didn’t care. I was rapidly degenerating inside as a person, and the my very being was growing darker and darker every day. Sometimes people need to realize that others are bad for them, even if they do care for them. Sometimes you need to get away from everything and everyone you have ever known. Jumping into the unknown can be risky, but without risks, without decay and death, there can be no rebirth. I escaped a hopeless situation and submerged myself into a new life- one that I knew I would have a chance to live and grow as a person.

“You start giving to others, and you’ll start to see your pain fade away. If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like.I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.”

(Source: niiiiiicolaaa)


Don’t try to find me

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